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Poem time

The weeks are flying by! We're still having heaps of fun over here. Don't get me wrong - it's not all rainbows and unicorns pooping jellybeans. The kids still have meltdowns and to be honest, so does Mummy, but we're alright. We're still enjoying each other and doing heaps of stuff we never really had time for before, (or made time for). Somehow, lockdown has been some of the best weeks of my life. It's been a lot of joy and togetherness in a way that I've never appreciated before.There were a couple of low points too. One of them just a few days ago and it hit me rather unexpectedly. I said something that I shouldn't have and I prayed about it and felt that I needed to confess it to God and ask for his forgiveness. So, I did. But, I kept thinking about it. I just didn't feel forgiven. Foreign thoughts kept popping into my head, saying Are you sure? Are you really forgiven? How can Jesus forgive you for what you said? How can someone like you b